i am nothin...

guess i have entered a period of odd apathy. many symptoms, not one of which is that xxx decided for no apparent reason that she did not want to talk for a while.
havent written bc i havent done anything. i live 20m from my brother and dont even answer his wife's calls.
i am looking into the situation. i do not think it is going to be fixed by a physician.
maybe a new job? in a different state. under a new name...