back in the game

so i am coming off a long binge, first of abstinence and then over use. i hope you cant rub it completely out. ok, the sixth grade humor is a result of first GCK and then work.

i heard nina totenberg called a babe on NPR and i realized that was my goal. it was good to have the feeling of a goal again, it has been a few years. i have no idea how to accomplish this oal, but assume i may have to distinguish myself by more than just winning a few suppression motions.

i know i will not be a politician in the typical sense, as my people would not trust that to begin with. they would trust righteousness that people can see, not subpeonas and meetings.

when talking with adam and persons still involved in that life, i see that i have successfully removed myself. things i used to obsess and take notes about. fill pages with names and states and countries and political systems. and now i recognize none of the names, not aware of the current scandals and know a lot about current tv shows. is this right?